Friday, December 29, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
New year resolutions for 2007:
To get a driving liscence by the end of 2007.
Not to talk too much about others. No more gossips. No more Izzah, just let people carry their own sins.
To show aprreciation for my loved ones even
more obvious.
Not to be late anymore for any appointments.Not to be lembik. But a stronger girl. I will stand up for my right and will not let people step over my head. In whatever areas. For my family for my love for the world.
Dont laugh at least i have a resolution and vision of life not like you.
Mama, in exactly one and a half hour time,
Happy Birthday ! I miss you please come back home safely we will be waiting .
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
HELLO WORLD!
Im just back from YEP Meals- On- Wheels. This will prolly be the last YEP gathering.. Sad right. :(
BUT WHO CARES! I totally enjoyed myself today! Its like, i donno.. When i reached home just now, and saw my DPIP Berry's Adventure book that i have just done with Yaya yesterday, the project that was so emotional, so tense, the project that made me dislike Nicole even more, the project that made me cry after yaya have left and the whole situation that made me cry this morning. When i looked at the book, im like, "huh? all these were just yesterday? JUST YESTERDAY??!!" And i felt that it had past like so long already. REALLY. Like after all the laughters and cock talking and lame joking and everything were done with the NP Olympians, i felt like i were with them like forever. When it is only from 8 30 to 12 30... Really man. I dont really know how to describe the feeling but yah.. D u noe what i mean, world?
Now i learnt something new. I not only have to work hard, i also have to enjoy myself REALLY HARD. I had been treating myself too hard and harsh lah lately, i dont want to be depressed!
*nodds.* the feeling after the destress with np olympians is realli worth it. I felt calmer now, so i can get started with my next assignment now!
Bravo izzah! WAY TO GO.
At first i tot Meals on wheels means we have to deliver trays of food to elderlys on wheelchairs that is like sitting in a line, waiting for us to come one by one in a canteen or something. But obviously, i got it all wrong! We are supposed to DELIVER the food. We were given several house units for us to go to and deliver. Then we have to do some surveys on other house units. I have to do that survey on this malay uncle- "Jawahe"
THAT IS REALLY HIS NAME I AM NOT JOKING! PI JAWAA N PI JAHE!!!!! (more exclamation marks!) He is really very warm and he invited us to get in house several times!! So heart warming right.. And Mira say looking at my face, any elderly will melt. hahahahahahh like wth! He say i have the grandaughter face?
Overall, its a very meaningful and heartwarming experience. I was grouped with Mira, Mutu=) and Lin Han. Oh did i mentioned Fuhai went MIA? =( I missed him terribly. He actuali msged me he's coming but yeah donno where he is today. Anyway, yeah the experience. It really made me love my grandparents even more. I dont want them to end up like the elderlys that we have just served. So sad, no families, pathetic food.
Then all the way throughout the journey, i was talking and talking non stop with Mutu.. Realli man, reminds me the time we took trishaw together and on the plane back to Singapore. Haiz.
Now that i have seen them and the missing feeling have disappeared a little, but RIGHT THIS INSANT, i still do miss them. LOL. I donno why issit that way lah. I donno maybe for that whole two weeks, we shared alot, ALOT. Even tho i did not talk to people like Alvin and Roger at all during HCP, now, just to look at their faces or listen to their voices will just make me feel calmer and remind me of thailand. I dont know lah. Maybe im abit too much and you may think i am exaggerating, world, but no that is really what im feeling. Wierd. Maybe its because i have really learnt to appreaciate everyone around me really well and really show it.
Whatever it is, all of us np olympains have shared the same experience for the memorable two weeks, therefore they will always be remembered in my heart and i will
never get sick talking about them or saying i miss you to them no matter how long the Chiang Rai trip have past. It will never turn basi.
Okay. But Frinks and Besties, don worry u also have a part of my heart. (:
YEP is so great! YEP is the one where i meet all the wonderfull np olympians, meaningful and overwhelming thailand experience, YEP is where i met the special needs people even before i start doing the Pyschology on specail needs module,YEP is where i met all the heart warming and pityfull elderlys, YEP is the one who made all my experience complete and made me become a better youth.
Thank you YEP. This is for you.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH BLARDY HELL WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT HIATUSING.
WHY THE HELL DO WE NEED TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD.
WHY CANT WE ALL ONE FAMILY DIE AT THE SAME TIME AND JUST..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH WHY IS SCHOOLING SO STRESSFUL
WHY.
WHY LAH BELO BABI FCUKING BLARDY MOMOK GONJOL GILAAN GOBLOK ARGH.
ihatemeihateme.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Izzah fine thank youu but Izzah have to be on hiatus for quite some time because Izzah is a very busy woman.
SO~ before hiatusing, some things to wrap Izzah up:
Izzah saw Taufik's head on Taufik's birthday 10 Dec 06. Izzah dont believe that Izzah is THAT close to Taufik.
Izzah will miss Izzah parents.
Izzah is still waiting for Abang Mi's return. Izzah donno what the hell Izzah is thinking that way.
Izzah's Abang Qil lay on Izzah's lap yesterday.
Izzah is super duper stress and Izzah feel like going to somewhere and shout everything in Izzah's heart and mind out loud.
If not Izzah want to quit school and get married and get babies. NO MORE LBR OKAY SINGAPORE!
Izzah miss Frinks too much already. And besties.
Izzah want to get Gunawan or Tengku Ryan for Izzah's life partner.
YEY HIKMAH DABIS! I LOVE EVERY PART OF THE FINALE!
And if fate ever make Izzah go first, please remember that Izzah will always love youu.
super kawaii :D
Sunday, December 03, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Yesterday after ushering for the RED camp for the pathetic secondary fours, the puppetry people received finger puppets as a gift of appreciation besides the CCA points. Then Daniel was so excited that after taking his puppet he jumped for joy, didnt realised that im behind him looking at them in envy and his arms and elbows knocked hard my boobies!!! Its so blardy painful sia! Then he say "Sorry sorry izzah sorry!!" then go hug me.
He literary hug my whole body. Yah dat brat.
Ok thats beside the point.
Now, i feel that my boobies are getting smaller. =/
Will your boobs get smaller if ppl knock against it?!
super kawaii :D
